March 03, 2003 - 7:30 p.m. One Hundred Twenty-Three
I am kinda a wreck this week. Over the weekend I think I cried more than I have in the last 3 months. I am not really sure why. There is probably many reasons, but I wish that I could figure them out. I am sick of being sick. I have huge lumps on my legs that won't go away. They hurt really bad. I am a mutant. But I don't get any special powers like most mutants do.
I would like to get away. I know I just went to Chicago, but that was different. I want to go away and relax. I want to be in Jamaica. In a hotel room of my own, well not totally my own, if you know what I mean ;) But I just need some good me and Jon time I think. I guess I just don't get to be alone with him enough. Maybe that is asking too much.
I think I am going to go now. I need to talk to my friends. So I will try to update more often!
