August 14, 2002 - 9:28 p.m.
Indecent Proposal
Guess what I am?! 
Isn't that interesting? Thanks Beth for the link! So why am I updating again today? Because it seems like the right thing to do. I talked to Celeste on the phone for half an hour! It was really nice, and something that hasn't happened in a while. You know what I have realized? That two of my best friends, Jon and Nikki, do not go to the same school as me. Sarah and Maria do, but are in a different grade. Jake is in my grade, but goes to a different school, and Andrew is a year younger, as is Angela. Justin is a year older and goes to a different school, and Richard goes to my school, but also exceeds me in age. So why am I telling this? Because I fear being alone throughout the next couple years in school. Oh sure, I will have some friends, but who? And who will I sit by at lunch? And why is this the first year ever that I have actually worried about sitting alone at the school table? Well, I have no answer for those questions. But you know what? If I end up sitting alone, I really don't care. Because even though I will be the best I can be, that is all I can be. BUt onto bigger and better things. Jon called me today. We talked about Starlight, and pop rocks, and Les Pauls. He said that he wished he was at home playing his guitar. And at that moment I realized that I wish I was with him listening to the beautiful music that he makes. But now my mom wants me to go watch Indecent Proposal with her now. So adios! Song: California by Wave
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